LOVE

I guess I love you? You farted last night and woke me up and i did not leave. I guess I love you because why would i turn down all that green grass. I saw it it was full and plush. I could roll in it for hours, and it would not mind. The hills where large and the valley was narrow. So if this is not love please let me know because I have my lawnmower out and I'm getting ready to go cut some grass. Get back at me about this. peace.

WALMART

I was a Walmart junkie. I did all my shoping banking and most of my clothing buying for the last 6 years there. I bought my laptop, my food, my detergent there but as soon as i hear that Walmart is playing politics with people life and not allowing there employees to unionize i called to an end my long Walmat love.
I was so wrap up in cheapness that the over all good of my fellow man did not matter to me. I work at walmart for 3 weeks and i had never felt so much pressure for 7$ in my life. You meet ever night before you shift to discuss how you could and would manage your area better what the sales # where and how i could improve them. I was like wait i work at night as a stock person how does my unpacking boxes matter in the over all fiances of this company. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks i was the pawn in a very elaborate chess game which i could never win since i was playing dice. The Walton family have a bunker for there safety in Arkansas and millions of dollars that they use to no benefit but to themselves. legacy rich kids bother me especially when there only benefit to life is there father sperm. The Obama stuff just made it final i am done with you oh sweet giant, You have hurt the American you said you love with low wages and poor quality goods while in slaving Chinese and American workers along the way. I will pray for you and all of us we are such a naive people who look at our lives and not those of our fellow man as mattering to your salvation. we all matter ever last soul on earth and i should do the most i can to make sure that I nor my children or my fellow man lose sight of the greater good.

Stop Aiming For The Hills

I really had to get the scare of life not as i know it to really see that i have not been aiming for the sky but for the hills. I drive a bus for the city of Atlanta and some times we sit on some routes for upwards of a hour and a half. This cause many health problems from circulatory to bladder and back issues. I had a scare that when my leg started to become numb and i could not apply enough pressure to stop the bus. i drove with my left leg for weeks until just last night. I had to go to the Dr i could not get the feeling back in my leg even the next morning. The Dr. told me that its prob
a pinch nerve in my leg or back. I cried like a baby when he ask me to apply pressure to is hand with my foot and i could not push back with enough pressure to really move his hand. I have never been sick or hand any problem that a cold medicine could not solve so this was scary.. I finally notices for the 100 time that i am driving a Bus for no other reason than my lack of aiming for the sky.
When you aim for the sky its a limitless goal oriented flight that you are trying to achieve, when you aim for the mountains you see them and can see the outline of the structure but don't know quite how far it is or how long it will take you to get there. But when you aim for the hills you see the shape the distance and the ease it would take to scale it. You think its easier to climb this Hill than any mountain or keep reaching for a sky that u prob might not reach. so its a fear base choice and its the reason i set in bed with my leg in pain and over 250 pounds. I choose the easy rood most travel to the easy hill than take a long walk to a far off mountain or take that bigger leap to reach for the sky that you can't see where you might land.