Stop Aiming For The Hills

I really had to get the scare of life not as i know it to really see that i have not been aiming for the sky but for the hills. I drive a bus for the city of Atlanta and some times we sit on some routes for upwards of a hour and a half. This cause many health problems from circulatory to bladder and back issues. I had a scare that when my leg started to become numb and i could not apply enough pressure to stop the bus. i drove with my left leg for weeks until just last night. I had to go to the Dr i could not get the feeling back in my leg even the next morning. The Dr. told me that its prob
a pinch nerve in my leg or back. I cried like a baby when he ask me to apply pressure to is hand with my foot and i could not push back with enough pressure to really move his hand. I have never been sick or hand any problem that a cold medicine could not solve so this was scary.. I finally notices for the 100 time that i am driving a Bus for no other reason than my lack of aiming for the sky.
When you aim for the sky its a limitless goal oriented flight that you are trying to achieve, when you aim for the mountains you see them and can see the outline of the structure but don't know quite how far it is or how long it will take you to get there. But when you aim for the hills you see the shape the distance and the ease it would take to scale it. You think its easier to climb this Hill than any mountain or keep reaching for a sky that u prob might not reach. so its a fear base choice and its the reason i set in bed with my leg in pain and over 250 pounds. I choose the easy rood most travel to the easy hill than take a long walk to a far off mountain or take that bigger leap to reach for the sky that you can't see where you might land.